Messages flooding in from fellow bloggers worried about me and wondering where I am. I'm not usually a private person. In fact, quite the opposite. Open, outgoing and out there but suddenly something inside me wants to work this out on my own. I want to grow stronger again from a personal perspective. I want to show that pea brain of mine that I am strong, that I can do it, that I am confident, that I possess the necessary skills and talent to get to where I want to go. I want to take good care of myself, just as I have taken such good care of others. I'm not hiding, just working on some really powerful internal feelings and for some reason want to do it quietly. I do, however, feel really privileged that I have so many caring friends.