I've always had all these rules about what you're supposed to do and what you're not supposed to do. When to eat this and when to eat that. Always eating regularly throughout the day. Don't do this at that time. To get that you should do this. Slowly, I'm breaking a lot of those rules and taking some risks. Yes, it's very scary but at the same time exhilarating and freeing. It's not always going to work out, but at least I'm being true to the person I'm taking great care of - myself.
And anyway, rules are meant to be broken! There's always been a rebellious side to me and somehow I'd like to keep her.