I am constantly changing and evolving. I will never have the body I once had. I have what I have now being a different version of what I have had previously so what I will have in the future will be different than what I have now. I will have whatever I create. It is not by chance or coincidence that I have come to realise my love of lifting really heavy shit. It is ok to desire "the body" but I understand that I don't need the body to be happy. I don't need anything external to have happiness. I already have everything inside me. It is called love. Love for myself and love for others. I live love and happiness. Everything else is "that ain't livin' Barry".
Au Revoir chicken arms.
