For a while now I've been just cruising along with my training, getting it done each day but without the passion and enthusiasm I once had for it. Although I do love training first thing in the morning the 3 or 3.30 am starts have been starting to take their toll and I've felt like I've just been going through the motions training wise. Yesterday, Liz and I teed up a session together which was exactly what I needed and I walked away with sense of accomplishment and achievement once again and a commitment to "bring back the Surge". So, I'm restructuring and rescheduling my training times so one I'll have a spotter and two someone to give me that push and encouragement that I long for. I can see my pissy biceps growing already (LOL).I no longer have a competition, a date, a deadline but what I do have is a goal. A lifelong goal! I have the desire, the want, the need to combine my learnings and experiences from the past together with the habits I have created for the future into a life with meaning and purpose. To make a difference each and every day to both my life and the lives of others around me. To make every day matter for how long I am here is unknown. To live with honesty, integrity, strength, respect and passion. To fulfill my dreams, experience the wonders of the world, to love and be loved.
